Its kinda.. a happening year for me
I studied in the most remote and isolated area, in the middle of the jungle
and I too studied in the middle of the most happening city in Malaysia, and still here and will be here for at least another 4 years
And I went to 3 countries in this year, soon turning 4 countries!
And me myself, once was in the darkest moment of my life (at least for this 18 years) and now here, changed into another person
Been through a lot of things in this year, I realised many things
I realised how important family is, and how blissful I am to have my family with me
I realised that sometimes I just can't be the stubborn bull as I was
I realised that I have to compromise and give up something important for me for the sake of another thing, more important
I realised that sometimes I just have to stop thinking, since thinking won't help much but only makes me stay in the mist of darkness
I realised that when I figured out something and be very sure that I wanna get it, I shouldn't hesitate for another minute, and just go for it
I realised that sometimes I just have to let the God of destiny to decide for me, when things are so unclear
I realised that I cannot take everything for granted, as nobody is bound to treat me nicely, so I have appreciate everyone of them
I realised that if something bad happened, I have to take it as another lesson of life, so that I wouldn't be so frustrated for it
I realised that sometimes praying is helpful to keep my mind calm and peace
And I realised that life is so short, so I can't just cling on the principle of mine all the time, but I have to try something new
And I realised that maybe death isn't that scary, as long as I enjoyed my life, it's enough, and I'm lucky enough...
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