I know i'm silly

I know i'm such a fool

for thinking about things

that i know i shouldn't be thinking about now

that i know it wouldn't be worth thinking

that i know it is almost impossible

that i know, it will only makes me feel even worse if im thinking about it

that i know, there's something else i should be paying attention

something else worth my attention

but what to do

i just can't control my stubborn brain...

i wish i can retract what i've said

i wish i have a time machine to bring me back so that i can make it up for myself

i wish i can just forget about it

i wish it just never happened

but perhaps, i should just accept it

as one of the experience in life?