life...future

Life is dull and boring. Doing the same thing everyday at the same time (almost). Gosh!!! But i should enjoy myself. I have working hard for years and now i have months to enjoy the free time. (Never rush for anything or have to remind mysef to do this and that everynight before i sleep) How awesome. And after 2 months, i am rotting and my brain is rusting as well.. I really wanna start my college life now. Getting a new life, knowing new people's and even study new subjects seems kinda interesting to me. But when i think of leaving my home, my room, the air cond, my bed!! and my family, i just....... But u must give up something so that u can get a better thing right? So im going to leave my home and head to the college, well, for my future. I really wanna study oversea..... People always talking about homesick and different in culture, and blah blah blah. But so what? Im just going to study over there and get back to malaysia and maybe move to the country some day. Whenever i think of the street, the uni, the shops, the dorm and the even the bed in my sister's dorm, i just can compare it with malaysia's. The conclusion is, the aussie one is better. Even the dorm has some home sweet home feeling. Well, maybe the housemate did it. Maybe i might get homesick in oversea but who knows i wont if im staying at kl, its far away from my home too.. Living in malaysia for 17 years, its normal that i really want to have the oppotunity to stay in other countries, even just for a few years, right? So, im not that not patrioric, im still a malaysian!! LOL... xoxo