Those who i want do not show passion..

Those who i don't want are showing their extreme passion..

What is this... =.=''

Household problem.. sigh...

What happens when your family member changes

What happens when an intruder of your family come in

What happens when you have to accept a new member into your family

Can you accept the new member without all your heart

Can you accept the new member including his flaws and goods just like how you accept your true family member

Take it as you don't have a choice but to accept

Make changes in your life

Because life is never static

When its time to change, you have to compromise

yes, i have to compromise

i have to accept new changes, open to all possibilities

i shall not cling to the old ones

i can do it...

When you grow up, your world gets more and more complicated..

And you yourselves get more and more complicated

I wish i am a small girl back then

I wish i can say i hate u, i don't like you, i like you, i love you, just like what a kid can do

but i can't, because i'm no longer a kid

because people around me will not do that anymore

people keep their words in their heart

or say it in another way round

and so there's one word i learned when i gradually grow up..

"backstabbing"

and i think that's the vocabulary i hate the most, and yet happens a lot

i wish i am a small girl back then,

but is my childhood happy?

mama said i wasn't pretty much a happy kid

the moment i was born, the first minute i came to this world,

i cried, the way like i'm unsatisfied with everything

like i'm not happy to come to this world

but i guess with the love my family give me all the time, i changed

i'm happy most of the time

mommy is still always worried for me

because she thinks that i've always view things negatively,

so i forced myself to only think the bright side of everything

i forced myself not to think about bad things

i forced myself to do thing despite i feel that im deceiving myself

but so what

they make me do this for my own good

so im doing it for my own good

so growing up, im much more than a happy girl

i dont wanna go back because my life back then is not a happy life

i endured my primary school life with tears all the time

until the turning point of my life come when i moved, when i leave the evil place with evil kids

and i dont wanna go back because i'm not happy with the year before

and i dont wanna go back because my life now is more satisfying

so for all these reasons, i dont wanna go back

i will stay here and bear with this complicated world, with my self becoming more and more complicated

and deal with tis complicated world

with the changes i've made in order to survive

life will be the way like how you view it, how u wanna shape it, how u want it to be

so, i will shape my life, i will get what i want, i will make myself satisfied

to prove that i'm not the unhappy, unsatisfied baby like i was

with anything cost it, i will get them no matter how

because this is how we survive in this real world

an angel will not be able to survive here

but the mixture of angel and demon will.

close my eyes,

listen to the songs,

their background music,

their melody,

feel it by my heart,

that's so awesome...

thats the power of music.. <3

I don't know why, but you lied to me

and it hurts

i don't mind listening to cruel truth

so don't lie to me

thank you for your kindness

I don't know why on earth there is a people like that
Why keep bugging me
Why being so rude
Why do you sounds nice sometimes, somehow
And at the next minute, you are rude again
is that your nature for being a weirdo
i hate you
i wanna slap u on the face sometimes
but sometimes i feel sorry for you
you sounds lonely, you sounds lost, you sounds like you don't have friend with you
so i stayed with you, because i take you as my friend
but you can't just give vent to your anger like that, to me
I sincerely, from deep inside of my heart hope that you will grow up one day,
you will know how to control your emotion
you will know how to appreciate your friend
so that your life will not be so lonely
perhaps one day you don't need me as a comfort ( which i felt that way )
but if its because you have found your true soul mate in your life,
I will be very glad
because, your are my friend...
but now, at the minute i feel like slapping you for being so rude, so harsh
at the next minute, you apologise
you are so very the troublesome ><

This is a touching one

Nothing special, nothing exaggerating, just simply an old man missing his deceased wife, and yet it is so heart breaking.. <3

Plus the nice song..

Oh my friend, why send this to me, u are making me cry! =/