so i thought by writing it out, i can shake it off my head...
I've been pretty much left behind and forgotten by my friends
i dont know their chat topic
they went for movie without asking me
they study together
they chit chat together
and im pretty lonely
it makes me wonder if all the commitments worth it for letting my friendships go
it makes me wonder what is more important in my life
and then i realised that sometimes people who i thought they are bad,
but somehow they are nice to me
while people who i treated them with my sincere heart,
it seems like i didnt get the same back
the world is weird with all the unpredictable human inhabiting on it
and then i pray,
praying deep inside my heart that everything will be fine soon
praying that god will grant me my wishes, though i know that im being greedy
praying that the world will be merry again
human are weird i think
because even me myself dont know myself well
i thought im gonna be sad, unhappy for some reasons
but im not
i thought that might be the chance that i can grab, and hold it tightly in my palm, never let it go
but it turns out that i dont even bother to grab it
perhaps thats the lesson of life, which last for a lifetime
we learn to adapt to changes, or we get left behind
we learn to make everything happened as an inspiration for life betterment
and now what i learned is, not to take things seriously, so that i can let it go when its not here for me anymore, so that i'm not gonna live in miserable life just for something which is not meant for me...
The King's Speech
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