Yes, I know you are good
I know you are brilliant
I know you have an extraordinarily brilliant brain
But do you have to show to the whole world how smart you are
Do you have to undermine others just to make yourselves outstanding?
You say you are confident, I say you are bitchily arrogant
Tell you what,
a true successful people is not about how well you can show your cleverness
but it is to have people who truly convinced by your wisdom
no matter how smart you are, or rather you THINK you are, you are still an absolute FAILURE if people do not convinced by you
Because you dont think that you are wrong when you are in fact WRONG. And this is really something WRONG with you!
'When you think you are the top of the world, you often fall without knowing why'
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Dream called Fantasy
Have you ever dreamed of someone you have never met in your life,
he appears in your dream one fine night
and you fell for him
and that feeling of affection was so so real
that i wish i can stay in that dream forever
that i wish the time that i have o wake up will never come
You call it a fantasy?
well, perhaps it is
no, it is indeed
but sometimes, having a dream of fantasy is somehow better
you wont get hurt in that dream
you feel loved
you dont get abandoned
how wonderful life could be if it wasn't just a dream...
he appears in your dream one fine night
and you fell for him
and that feeling of affection was so so real
that i wish i can stay in that dream forever
that i wish the time that i have o wake up will never come
You call it a fantasy?
well, perhaps it is
no, it is indeed
but sometimes, having a dream of fantasy is somehow better
you wont get hurt in that dream
you feel loved
you dont get abandoned
how wonderful life could be if it wasn't just a dream...
Sunday, March 27, 2011
TIRED
i think im really tired
law faculty is indeed a land of gossips and sins
why cant theses people behave more matured, more like a university student?
i feel like im back to high school
the life was like gossip girl sometimes, occasionally
i hated that part of high school,but get used to it
and then, there was a year of peace in matrics
and now!
another gossip girl like life
and its even worse worse worse!!
im really really sick of these
im officially tired
I wanna run away from here...
law faculty is indeed a land of gossips and sins
why cant theses people behave more matured, more like a university student?
i feel like im back to high school
the life was like gossip girl sometimes, occasionally
i hated that part of high school,but get used to it
and then, there was a year of peace in matrics
and now!
another gossip girl like life
and its even worse worse worse!!
im really really sick of these
im officially tired
I wanna run away from here...
Malaysia Boleh?
Malaysian always Malaysia Boleh in events, from the leaders to the laymen, but how many of us truly think that Malaysia Boleh in our heart when we are soaring the slogan?
We have our national car, but we rely on Japan technology to manufacture a car. Can we manufacture a car without any foreign technology? Can we invent our very own technology? Can we have our truly own national car? We will never know unless and until one miracle day Malaysian willing to take this brave step to stop relying on foreign technologies.
We have our own national spaceman. But is he the real spaceman? He was merely following others spaceship to go to outer space. He was merely spaceship-pooling. People call that a passenger. We don't think thats anything worth to be bragged about.
We have our own twin tower, proudly to be bragged as the world's tallest twin tower. Yes, i think its beautiful especially at night, it looks like two lighted corns. It is indeed the landmark of Kuala Lumpur. It is indeed a beauty at night and day. But is it built by our own? It was a contribution of Haitian engineer, Argentine designer, Japanese consortium, and Korean contractors on our land. Yes, it was built by using our money, tax payers' money. But do we want it? I don't know, because I was still a kid back then when it was built. But the people has very little say. It doesn't matter what we want, as long as the government thinks that it is for our country's good, they will do it anyways. The best example to be raised at this point is the rare earth plant which was being opposed by almost 99% of the local residents of Kuantan since it was proposed,but still being built in great progress now. They don't seems to care the public voice. We are the residents, we are the one who are going to be affected after all. And yet we are so trivial to them. And look, we are a democratic country!
We also have the marvelous KL International Airport. Yes, it is nicely built, it is new and big and.. well.. beautiful. But look, not much plane want to pay to stopover at this marvellous nicely built airport. They don't think it worth the high rate charged despite the building is utterly beautiful. And people rather go to the cargo-like-looking LCCT than this huge and beautiful KLIA. Why? I guess every Malaysian knows.
And now we want a nuclear plants as if we are facing shortage of electric power. And yet the brilliant Bakun Dam which proposed to supply overdose electric power compared to the amount we need is yet to be built. Maybe they are meant to have something more other than supplying electric power? I don't know, because I hate science.
Anyways, despite what we think, I believe all of us, As Malaysian really hope that we can proudly tell the world that ' We are Malaysians, Malaysia Boleh!' without embarrassed feeling. We want what we need, we want what we truly want.
We have our national car, but we rely on Japan technology to manufacture a car. Can we manufacture a car without any foreign technology? Can we invent our very own technology? Can we have our truly own national car? We will never know unless and until one miracle day Malaysian willing to take this brave step to stop relying on foreign technologies.
We have our own national spaceman. But is he the real spaceman? He was merely following others spaceship to go to outer space. He was merely spaceship-pooling. People call that a passenger. We don't think thats anything worth to be bragged about.
We have our own twin tower, proudly to be bragged as the world's tallest twin tower. Yes, i think its beautiful especially at night, it looks like two lighted corns. It is indeed the landmark of Kuala Lumpur. It is indeed a beauty at night and day. But is it built by our own? It was a contribution of Haitian engineer, Argentine designer, Japanese consortium, and Korean contractors on our land. Yes, it was built by using our money, tax payers' money. But do we want it? I don't know, because I was still a kid back then when it was built. But the people has very little say. It doesn't matter what we want, as long as the government thinks that it is for our country's good, they will do it anyways. The best example to be raised at this point is the rare earth plant which was being opposed by almost 99% of the local residents of Kuantan since it was proposed,but still being built in great progress now. They don't seems to care the public voice. We are the residents, we are the one who are going to be affected after all. And yet we are so trivial to them. And look, we are a democratic country!
We also have the marvelous KL International Airport. Yes, it is nicely built, it is new and big and.. well.. beautiful. But look, not much plane want to pay to stopover at this marvellous nicely built airport. They don't think it worth the high rate charged despite the building is utterly beautiful. And people rather go to the cargo-like-looking LCCT than this huge and beautiful KLIA. Why? I guess every Malaysian knows.
And now we want a nuclear plants as if we are facing shortage of electric power. And yet the brilliant Bakun Dam which proposed to supply overdose electric power compared to the amount we need is yet to be built. Maybe they are meant to have something more other than supplying electric power? I don't know, because I hate science.
Anyways, despite what we think, I believe all of us, As Malaysian really hope that we can proudly tell the world that ' We are Malaysians, Malaysia Boleh!' without embarrassed feeling. We want what we need, we want what we truly want.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
You
Whatever it is that you want from me,
I wont get it, I assure you
Because today is such a lucky day for me
Today is the day that I found out the truth about you
The fallacies are all gone
You will no longer be in my life
Not any means of contact that you will get to me
I hope that the innocent one that thought you are the right one will get her wish come true
You are already such a big disappointment to me
Lucky that I did not put much hope on you
But still, I hope the other one will not be hurt by you
I wont get it, I assure you
Because today is such a lucky day for me
Today is the day that I found out the truth about you
The fallacies are all gone
You will no longer be in my life
Not any means of contact that you will get to me
I hope that the innocent one that thought you are the right one will get her wish come true
You are already such a big disappointment to me
Lucky that I did not put much hope on you
But still, I hope the other one will not be hurt by you
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Sorry
I am sorry that I had a crush on you
I am sorry that I am a person who easily had a crush on someone
I am sorry that it is only a crush
I am sorry that I am a failure in steering where my heart goes
I am sorry that I am a person who easily had a crush on someone
I am sorry that it is only a crush
I am sorry that I am a failure in steering where my heart goes
Depression
Second test for Family Law?!
Oh please
Thats gonna be a murderer which gonna kill me someday
Should Family Law be something much interesting than Contract Law? Come on, Contract is deadly boring me.. Family Law is not boring at all in principle, it is indeed very much interesting with dramatic cases.. But the problem is our beloved lecturer who creates a hell for us to live in.. LOL and she said its a way to train us to be a prominent lawyers! Perhaps it might works! who knows~
But the main point is, is that second test is gonna makes any difference?
Look, the thing about Family Law is not how high you can score
Its about whether you can pass it or not
so, if this second test creates a huge margin between our marks, then at the end of the day we might not getting any result betterment, because they've got enough high scoring people?
Thats just simply my fear,just a taboo
sighhhh
now we all have to study all over again, from beginning to the very end!
I thought finally I can rest for a week or two before start preparing to finals
now.. plan officially crashed!
Lets hope that this second chance is gonna do some magic,miracle happens right
lets hope that it make us all high scorers for Family Law!
Oh please
Thats gonna be a murderer which gonna kill me someday
Should Family Law be something much interesting than Contract Law? Come on, Contract is deadly boring me.. Family Law is not boring at all in principle, it is indeed very much interesting with dramatic cases.. But the problem is our beloved lecturer who creates a hell for us to live in.. LOL and she said its a way to train us to be a prominent lawyers! Perhaps it might works! who knows~
But the main point is, is that second test is gonna makes any difference?
Look, the thing about Family Law is not how high you can score
Its about whether you can pass it or not
so, if this second test creates a huge margin between our marks, then at the end of the day we might not getting any result betterment, because they've got enough high scoring people?
Thats just simply my fear,just a taboo
sighhhh
now we all have to study all over again, from beginning to the very end!
I thought finally I can rest for a week or two before start preparing to finals
now.. plan officially crashed!
Lets hope that this second chance is gonna do some magic,miracle happens right
lets hope that it make us all high scorers for Family Law!
Monday, March 21, 2011
TO KNOW OR NOT TO KNOW
If you were me, would you choose to know the bad news?
Some people would say, know is better at least i wont be a dumb ass then
Some would say, being ignorant is better than knowing and be disappointed
I was the first one until the day i knew something bad
and till know i'm still doomed by it
I felt intimidated, afraid, creep whenever i was alone with them
I can't face them as I did
I felt very uneasy
The worst thing is that i cant talk to anyone about it
because i promised
please please please
get the feeling out of me
i hate this
Some people would say, know is better at least i wont be a dumb ass then
Some would say, being ignorant is better than knowing and be disappointed
I was the first one until the day i knew something bad
and till know i'm still doomed by it
I felt intimidated, afraid, creep whenever i was alone with them
I can't face them as I did
I felt very uneasy
The worst thing is that i cant talk to anyone about it
because i promised
please please please
get the feeling out of me
i hate this
Friday, March 18, 2011
My Friend
My bestie in high school, nd now still my best friend, Jay Kie is sick
I knew that she's sick since last weekend
But i knew it was just normal fever,
and i was extremely busy with tests
i didn't cared much about that
then the next time i heard from her was that she was so ill
she was in icu
I felt so bad at that moment
what kind of terrible friend i am
a bestie, who doesnt know that she's so ill
im so bad
i hated myself for not asking much when the time i knew that
and then i went to visit her just now
its good that she can still recognise us,
she wanted to talk to us, tried hard but cant do it
i felt really really sorry for her when i saw her in that condition
i missed the healthy her who will talk about everything with me
ask about my recent condition
showing concern for anything.....
She's such a loving person
she's kind, no evil thoughts
filial to her parents, take care of her lil brothers
such a lovable girl
Dear god, please, please,
let her recover fast and fully
i want my healthy Jay Kie back...
I knew that she's sick since last weekend
But i knew it was just normal fever,
and i was extremely busy with tests
i didn't cared much about that
then the next time i heard from her was that she was so ill
she was in icu
I felt so bad at that moment
what kind of terrible friend i am
a bestie, who doesnt know that she's so ill
im so bad
i hated myself for not asking much when the time i knew that
and then i went to visit her just now
its good that she can still recognise us,
she wanted to talk to us, tried hard but cant do it
i felt really really sorry for her when i saw her in that condition
i missed the healthy her who will talk about everything with me
ask about my recent condition
showing concern for anything.....
She's such a loving person
she's kind, no evil thoughts
filial to her parents, take care of her lil brothers
such a lovable girl
Dear god, please, please,
let her recover fast and fully
i want my healthy Jay Kie back...
Monday, March 14, 2011
Annoyed
There's this guy who i knew him in a debate tournament,
added me in facebook
and keep on come and chat with me
asked about my background
asked about my information
and that creepy guy asked me out
holy god....
i only responded to him for the sake of UM's reputation and my own reputation
if not there will be rumours saying that UM debaters are 'arrogant dumb asses'
he is so annoying
he is not even my friend
screw him!
added me in facebook
and keep on come and chat with me
asked about my background
asked about my information
and that creepy guy asked me out
holy god....
i only responded to him for the sake of UM's reputation and my own reputation
if not there will be rumours saying that UM debaters are 'arrogant dumb asses'
he is so annoying
he is not even my friend
screw him!
Sunday, March 13, 2011
Future???
It seems like the earth is really mad at the greedy humans
It seems like the God is determined to bring us to an end,
or maybe another new world, which is merrier than this current one we have
Are you afraid of death?
Are you afraid of the end of the world?
This seems to be the question in everyone's head when the breaking new of Japan earthquake and tsunami...
Well, I thought.. is there a future awaits for me?
Is there a hope to live for?
Where is my future when everything is so uncertain
It seems to me the earth can be destroyed anytime now
It is so defeating that even Japan, with that achievement in technology can't foresee such a massive devastating disaster...
Is that true that human just can't control our own fate, just can't do anything with our destiny, but to follow the path set for us?
So where is my future?
Where is our earth's future?
How many days more we can live?
I think human maybe just an inferior
No matter how hard we try to twist and change our destiny,
how hard we try to set our own fate
for centuries, human had been trying to invent something to get control of the earth
be the controller of the mother nature,
but still.. once again proven, we can't...
Once again.. when there's nothing can be done,
all we can do is to pray
pray to god to grant us some mercy
pray to god to help our fellow earth-mate...
It seems like the God is determined to bring us to an end,
or maybe another new world, which is merrier than this current one we have
Are you afraid of death?
Are you afraid of the end of the world?
This seems to be the question in everyone's head when the breaking new of Japan earthquake and tsunami...
Well, I thought.. is there a future awaits for me?
Is there a hope to live for?
Where is my future when everything is so uncertain
It seems to me the earth can be destroyed anytime now
It is so defeating that even Japan, with that achievement in technology can't foresee such a massive devastating disaster...
Is that true that human just can't control our own fate, just can't do anything with our destiny, but to follow the path set for us?
So where is my future?
Where is our earth's future?
How many days more we can live?
I think human maybe just an inferior
No matter how hard we try to twist and change our destiny,
how hard we try to set our own fate
for centuries, human had been trying to invent something to get control of the earth
be the controller of the mother nature,
but still.. once again proven, we can't...
Once again.. when there's nothing can be done,
all we can do is to pray
pray to god to grant us some mercy
pray to god to help our fellow earth-mate...
Thursday, March 10, 2011
10 March 2011
the thoughts keep on wandering in my head today
so i thought by writing it out, i can shake it off my head...
I've been pretty much left behind and forgotten by my friends
i dont know their chat topic
they went for movie without asking me
they study together
they chit chat together
and im pretty lonely
it makes me wonder if all the commitments worth it for letting my friendships go
it makes me wonder what is more important in my life
and then i realised that sometimes people who i thought they are bad,
but somehow they are nice to me
while people who i treated them with my sincere heart,
it seems like i didnt get the same back
the world is weird with all the unpredictable human inhabiting on it
and then i pray,
praying deep inside my heart that everything will be fine soon
praying that god will grant me my wishes, though i know that im being greedy
praying that the world will be merry again
human are weird i think
because even me myself dont know myself well
i thought im gonna be sad, unhappy for some reasons
but im not
i thought that might be the chance that i can grab, and hold it tightly in my palm, never let it go
but it turns out that i dont even bother to grab it
perhaps thats the lesson of life, which last for a lifetime
we learn to adapt to changes, or we get left behind
we learn to make everything happened as an inspiration for life betterment
and now what i learned is, not to take things seriously, so that i can let it go when its not here for me anymore, so that i'm not gonna live in miserable life just for something which is not meant for me...
The King's Speech
21
so i thought by writing it out, i can shake it off my head...
I've been pretty much left behind and forgotten by my friends
i dont know their chat topic
they went for movie without asking me
they study together
they chit chat together
and im pretty lonely
it makes me wonder if all the commitments worth it for letting my friendships go
it makes me wonder what is more important in my life
and then i realised that sometimes people who i thought they are bad,
but somehow they are nice to me
while people who i treated them with my sincere heart,
it seems like i didnt get the same back
the world is weird with all the unpredictable human inhabiting on it
and then i pray,
praying deep inside my heart that everything will be fine soon
praying that god will grant me my wishes, though i know that im being greedy
praying that the world will be merry again
human are weird i think
because even me myself dont know myself well
i thought im gonna be sad, unhappy for some reasons
but im not
i thought that might be the chance that i can grab, and hold it tightly in my palm, never let it go
but it turns out that i dont even bother to grab it
perhaps thats the lesson of life, which last for a lifetime
we learn to adapt to changes, or we get left behind
we learn to make everything happened as an inspiration for life betterment
and now what i learned is, not to take things seriously, so that i can let it go when its not here for me anymore, so that i'm not gonna live in miserable life just for something which is not meant for me...
The King's Speech
21
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
My Life
people spend part of their life wondering
and i do spend most of my life wondering
wondering why i'm here, why i'm doing this,
wondering if i truly want this
wondering which road to be taken, and never look back, never regret
wondering if i'm on the right path now
if these wonders help?
even if i realised that one of my wonder turns up with the negative side?
do i have the bravery to make a big u-turn of my life?
i dont think so
perhaps im just a coward?
things with friends didnt going on so well recently
but im wondering if friends to be chosen, or a career to be chosen
i dont know
its weird that i am not as sad as i thought i would be
just a little lonely creep inside my heart
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and i do spend most of my life wondering
wondering why i'm here, why i'm doing this,
wondering if i truly want this
wondering which road to be taken, and never look back, never regret
wondering if i'm on the right path now
if these wonders help?
even if i realised that one of my wonder turns up with the negative side?
do i have the bravery to make a big u-turn of my life?
i dont think so
perhaps im just a coward?
things with friends didnt going on so well recently
but im wondering if friends to be chosen, or a career to be chosen
i dont know
its weird that i am not as sad as i thought i would be
just a little lonely creep inside my heart
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Tuesday, March 1, 2011
The Complications
I am getting tired of all the complication of human
I am getting sick of it
Why should people make this merry world so complicated, all dirty with the sins
Things could be so easy if we choose the way to be it
I am sick with the sins of human
The thief, the fakers, the bitches, the COLD ones...
They make me feel like diminishing among these awful people
Why should hatred should grow between people
Why we don't love each other
Love seems to be the solution of everything
Just a bit more caring, a bit more sharing
But seems like this only exist in fairy tales
I just wanna be myself, not to be moved by these awful dirty people around me, just be myself, not to be changed by them...
Family is always the last resort for many problems...
Family is the only one who will stay by your side when there's problem,
share your joy without any jealousy or hard feelings when you good
listen to the crappy nags,
and stay behind you to support you no matter what...
That's the kind of love i'm seeking around me, besides my family...
I am getting sick of it
Why should people make this merry world so complicated, all dirty with the sins
Things could be so easy if we choose the way to be it
I am sick with the sins of human
The thief, the fakers, the bitches, the COLD ones...
They make me feel like diminishing among these awful people
Why should hatred should grow between people
Why we don't love each other
Love seems to be the solution of everything
Just a bit more caring, a bit more sharing
But seems like this only exist in fairy tales
I just wanna be myself, not to be moved by these awful dirty people around me, just be myself, not to be changed by them...
Family is always the last resort for many problems...
Family is the only one who will stay by your side when there's problem,
share your joy without any jealousy or hard feelings when you good
listen to the crappy nags,
and stay behind you to support you no matter what...
That's the kind of love i'm seeking around me, besides my family...
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