law and me

Met a senior in facebook today.. He is taking law too.. And he gave me the spirit of a lawyer-to-be should have.. Is someone who wants to take law must desire and very confident to be the best? But he gave me such spirit. And he even asked me to start study and get prepared go uni. OMG.. i feel so guilty for having the thought not to touch any bok for this holiday.. But i don't even sure if i truly want to do law.. How am i gonna study...