friendship

For me, i can b easily influenced by my friends.. their way of talking, thinking. their favourite.. etc.. etc.. so i can see how important friends is in my life..
I have been not meeting my friends for soooo long.. i miss u all sooo much!!! n even started to miss secondary school life that i thought i won't before.. i don't like the school rules, some teachers, many subjects and the responsibilities that once became my burden somehow.. but, friends made the boring school life become more interesting, full of fun and surprises everyday.. whoa.. how amazing friendship is.. i love you my friends!!

empty...lost

life is really need something special, not so normal at least.. i just realise this when i lost something in my life recently.. just a month ago i can't even imagine how life gonna b if his doesn't exist in my world.. i wonder why things can change so fast in just a month.. the worst thing is i don't even have the feeling that i expect myself to have.. no sadness or grief but lost n empty.. as if that's something that is essential just dissappear in my life.. omg.. what's on earth is going on.. human is such a complicated creature i should say..