I have been thinking a lot recently. Is there any way out for this situation. Is there anyway to make me feel better, to make me feel that life away from home can still be a normal life.. If there is someone here who cares me and whom i can tell anything, whom i can call whenever i feel the need, will it be fine? Maybe I'm just as stubborn as a bull, won't change. Even though me myself hate this pretty much.

We are living in such a situation..
In merely one week,flood in China, Earthquake in Australia, forest fire in Russia.
Nature is unhappy with human, and yet human is unhappy with human among ourselves.
Palestine v Israel and Israel v Turkey and US v Iran etc etc...
Whats wrong with human.. We ourselves who bring us in this kind of situation..

Things started up hard in uni life... I am among the lucky ones who get the most distant college from my faculty and yet old one..But then i managed to transfer to the nearest college with hard work..And then after tranferred to the nearest college i have no friend.. But then i got some friends in here.. Although some (only one) don't quite seems to be kind to me. But i believe things will got better as time goes on. And hopefully.... Deep inside my heart I truly tanks those who helped me and my family who is always by my side.. =)

I believe everything happens for a reason. Eventhough something may looks bad for me now but I still believe it doesn't just happen. Maybe I will see the good side of it soon. If it still be bad to me then its just one of the obstacle that I will meet in my life, to make me stronger. So I am gonna stay positive, be strong. I am going to success and reach for the star. I am determined to do it and nothing will blow the passion away.

Next sunday is going to be the first page of my new personal diary, the second stage of my life, well, third stage to be more accurate. I am gonna relight my flame deep inside me annd fly towards the bright future of my life!

dadddy and mummy, u made a wrong decision. u should change the new tv after FIFA World Cup. Because now your beloved daugther cant watch the new tv but someone who has no right to watch it posses it to watch the god damned stupid world cup. U guys had just bought the new tv for the anonymous and your poor daughter can't even complain about it because he is so called a guest in our house so I should swallow all my complaints! dammit! dammit! dammit! I wanna kick him out of my house! this is my house, that is my parents tv and u are violating my rights! Maybe I am being unreasonable but I have only 2 weeks left at home before I go uni! I cant even enjoy the last 2 weeks with the brand new tv and yet i have to suffer all those damned shouts and yells downstairs!

I am going to look for a decent-and-non-malaysian-and-better-than-malaysia-guy and then get married and migrate! after I graduated.