Friday, December 3, 2010

再烦:也别忘记微笑

再急:也要注意语气

再苦:也别忘坚持

再累:也要爱自己

低调做人;你会一次比一次稳健

高调做事;你会一次比一次优秀

成功的时候不要忘记过去

失败的时候不要忘记还有未来

有望得到的要努力;无望得到的不介意

无论输赢都要高姿态

New Family Member!

My sister's boyfriend proposed to her!
It is now officially, gonna be a new family added into my family!
No matter how he is for the rest of us, as long as he treat my dearest sister nicely, and always loves her, I will be more than willing to have this new family member being officially one of us
So now what?
Dear sister and sister's boyfriend,
Here I am, with all my heart, hope that two of u, will always be happy, with the eternal love...
I always know that I am neither a good nor a kind person
I always know that...
Because I am not the kind of people, who are willing to put everyone ahead of myself
I am not the kind of people, who are willing to sacrifice myself for the others
I was for once
But then I was betrayed
They will not appreciate, they will not realised that you had done something for them and they took everything for granted
And end up, I was the fool, who did silly things which I thought they will appreciate but it end up exactly the opposite
So since then, I decided not to be the fool anymore

But now, I've met some good people, who are really kind
And for once, I think again, I should change?
Is it I shouldn't be so bad that sometimes I hate myself?
But can I survive in this dirty and filthy world, where we are surrounded by a lot of...complicated people?

I think I will never get an answer, There will not be a correct answer...

I have every reason to be happy
So dear God, please...
I'm praying and begging with all my heart,
let me stay happy...
Okay...
Here's the holiday plan...
Im gonna shop like a shopaholic
Im gonna learn to play a few new songs
Im gonna dance as much as I wish (who cares about the sprain)
Im gonna sleep whenever I want to
Im gonna read those long-wanted novels
Im gonna play as much as I wish
Im gonna let my mind wander as I always wanted to
Im gonna let go of myself!!!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

There were times I wanted to give up
I wanted to just runaway
I wanted to just forget about everything
I wanted to hide myself from the word, from the stress
But then I keep holding on
And here I am
I never give up and that's why, here I am
I don't know if its good or bad
I don't know if i really want this
But because I worked so hard in pursuance of it
So I shall not give up now
I shall not runaway from problem
I shall face them with bravery with all the courage I have
It is not the end of the world yet...
NEVER GIVE UP!

The Tudors

My favourite drama of the year!
The first drama that makes me feel hoe pathetic a life of the royal family can be
With the sophisticated acting skill of the actors
Deep inside my heart i can feel their sorrow...
I can feel the how much greed of human can drive them to do crazy things
Even when the kings finally dies,
showing how much he regretted for the things he had done just to fulfill his lust
showing how pathetic he is for not having his family by his side when he is dying
showing, how pathetic he is for having family members who don't love him
but only scare and hatred

And I'm very lucky
not to say I don't have anything perfect
but at least
I'm blissful
I feel blissful