OMG,
I lied but i don't feel THAT bad..
i hate myself =/

A times I turn around and look back,
then i started to think
why am i here
what am i doing here
is this really what i want
do i really want this
why am i working so hard to get all those i have now
is this the life that i want
do i want a normal but happy life
or i wanna do something special
am i really happy
am i satisfied with my life already
what am i gonna be
.......
.........
...........
all these are the toughest question, and till now, i can't get the answer, the true answer.

Jane Lament

Follow the sun, my beloved one
Follow the sun, your flight has begun,

Follow the sun, my beloved one
Follow the sun, your flight has begun

One day we will sleep together again,

But till then,

Farewell,
Farewell,

Sweet Angel.

Maybe its time to grow up,
Maybe its time to think about it,
Maybe its time for me not to run away from that
Maybe its time for me to focus
Yes,
its time,
Believe it or not
This is life
Life is not hard but challenging
Life is not tough but making u tough
I shouldn't stay being a kid's mind, therefore
ok, now i'm crapping again,
thats the thing when u are constantly alone, and being forced to study =/

I will learn to stand on my own feet now,
I promise I will
Since you are leaving me
I will learn to grow up and live without you
Without the shadow of yours always by my side
=)

I've decided to be a kind girl
a very very kind girl
because i met one
and she touched my heart
deep inside
omg... my mood swing

If falling in love eventually means getting hurt sooner or later, why should we fall in love.
Why not let the first love also be the last and forever love.
Why let the greed and unsatisfying heart conquer love.
Why hold people back
Why make it so complicated
Why not taking it sincerely with all your humble heart
Why can't it stop being hurting
Why can't it stop giving us illusions and day dreams
Why...
Its deemed to be like that, then i shall not fall in love anymore
Love should be a shield not a sword (gosh the effect of studying contract)