I've decided to be a kind girl
a very very kind girl
because i met one
and she touched my heart
deep inside
omg... my mood swing

If falling in love eventually means getting hurt sooner or later, why should we fall in love.
Why not let the first love also be the last and forever love.
Why let the greed and unsatisfying heart conquer love.
Why hold people back
Why make it so complicated
Why not taking it sincerely with all your humble heart
Why can't it stop being hurting
Why can't it stop giving us illusions and day dreams
Why...
Its deemed to be like that, then i shall not fall in love anymore
Love should be a shield not a sword (gosh the effect of studying contract)

The world is such a mess with all the wars, dirty politics, human greed.
And now the earth started to voice herself out
and see what
millions of human killed by the natural
and millions of human killed by human themselves
What makes us to end up in this kind of situation
We don't know?
We know, just that no one wants to admit it
No one wants to admit their own fault
I shall not be human again for next life
I shall not even live in this world again for next life

I am really enjoying university life..
I get to contact with agents of the artists,
I get to chit chat with lawyers,
I get to go to real balls and parties,
I get to wear casual to class,
I get to experience everything which I've never did,
and probably never if I did not happened to get into this university..
So, I am really enjoying it,
though sometimes its really hard that I almost give up my life.
But, things proven,
you tried,
you struggled,
you committed yourselves,
and you get what you deserves(which I hope to happen to me more frequently).

I am glad to have you by my side. thank you..

10 10 10 just as normal as it could be

It's 101010,
anything different is going to happen?
anything is going to make my life a little different?
Are you in love with me? Are you hating me?
Are you happy with me? Are you liking me?
Do you want to be my friend?
Do you want to join my family?
Are you gonna tell me the truth?
Are you always faking in front of me?
So do tell, my friend.

I have been thinking a lot recently. Is there any way out for this situation. Is there anyway to make me feel better, to make me feel that life away from home can still be a normal life.. If there is someone here who cares me and whom i can tell anything, whom i can call whenever i feel the need, will it be fine? Maybe I'm just as stubborn as a bull, won't change. Even though me myself hate this pretty much.