The world is such a mess with all the wars, dirty politics, human greed.
And now the earth started to voice herself out
and see what
millions of human killed by the natural
and millions of human killed by human themselves
What makes us to end up in this kind of situation
We don't know?
We know, just that no one wants to admit it
No one wants to admit their own fault
I shall not be human again for next life
I shall not even live in this world again for next life

I am really enjoying university life..
I get to contact with agents of the artists,
I get to chit chat with lawyers,
I get to go to real balls and parties,
I get to wear casual to class,
I get to experience everything which I've never did,
and probably never if I did not happened to get into this university..
So, I am really enjoying it,
though sometimes its really hard that I almost give up my life.
But, things proven,
you tried,
you struggled,
you committed yourselves,
and you get what you deserves(which I hope to happen to me more frequently).

I am glad to have you by my side. thank you..

10 10 10 just as normal as it could be

It's 101010,
anything different is going to happen?
anything is going to make my life a little different?
Are you in love with me? Are you hating me?
Are you happy with me? Are you liking me?
Do you want to be my friend?
Do you want to join my family?
Are you gonna tell me the truth?
Are you always faking in front of me?
So do tell, my friend.

I have been thinking a lot recently. Is there any way out for this situation. Is there anyway to make me feel better, to make me feel that life away from home can still be a normal life.. If there is someone here who cares me and whom i can tell anything, whom i can call whenever i feel the need, will it be fine? Maybe I'm just as stubborn as a bull, won't change. Even though me myself hate this pretty much.

We are living in such a situation..
In merely one week,flood in China, Earthquake in Australia, forest fire in Russia.
Nature is unhappy with human, and yet human is unhappy with human among ourselves.
Palestine v Israel and Israel v Turkey and US v Iran etc etc...
Whats wrong with human.. We ourselves who bring us in this kind of situation..

Things started up hard in uni life... I am among the lucky ones who get the most distant college from my faculty and yet old one..But then i managed to transfer to the nearest college with hard work..And then after tranferred to the nearest college i have no friend.. But then i got some friends in here.. Although some (only one) don't quite seems to be kind to me. But i believe things will got better as time goes on. And hopefully.... Deep inside my heart I truly tanks those who helped me and my family who is always by my side.. =)