the end of the world

i have changed. I learned to appreciate things and I..em.. learned to use some communication skills. Living in this world, without communication skills i don't know how to survive. Everyone is so fake! Maybe not everyone but i just saw that even the closest people of mine is, well, maybe i can say its a little faking. People call that fake or a skill. But i see that ugly. But everyone needs and will do it. This world is so ugly and that's why the world will comes to an end and human will soon extinct!

changed

i finally can make a difference in this family.. I gt band 5 for MUET.. Maybe it means nothing muh for some peoplebut it do matters a lot for me.. It pulls me nearere to the path towards law and it change the perspective of my family to me.. Sister is not the only one who made you guys feel pround.. But me too. I work so hard to prove it to u al.. So u all can stop ignoring my hardworks starting from this moment because i just made a difference which u guys falied to do it!

2009-2010

2009, is a hard year. A year that i learnt a lot.. I can't say that it is the hardest year in my life but i did learnt a lot and changed. I had my happiest moment in this year and the saddest. I get the worst news which totally changed my life and my point of view with no emphathy. Once i felt like my life and pointless and meaningless because i did everything in vain. But then, i'm damn so lucky for having a great family. They helped me through the though times and guide me to the light from darkness.
I changed. I learnt that luck is damn so important and we don't get to control our own fate, my own life. But I still believe that hard times will soon go away and the good one will come to me. As long as i never give up, there's still a hope for me.
Because, my life shouldn't be so miserable at all.. Not at all!
So, greet the new year and send the old one away. Greet the lucks and send the nad ones away.
Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010!

I dont feel good today... Why is everyone around me seems to be so good but me....*speechless*

This world is so unfair!!

Suddenly a thing appears in my mind..

Someone said everyone has a few years of bad luck and then the good luck will come..

Perhaps im having the 'bad luck year' right nnow..

so i just have to sit there and wait for the good luck to come for me...

heheh..

And then someone said,

if you keep an optimist mind,

the good things will come

and vice versa..

Conclusion:

i just have to sit there and wait for the good luck to come with a optimistic mind

ps: with my new short hair.. ^^

한국어

안녕하새요. 나는 완깅입니다.총말방가와요.

나는 한국어를 긴차 촤요...하기마 기간 엋초요...그르서 난 한국어공브 더 안하채요...

치금 나는 긴차 해복을안나요... 이옻 엋토개요~~~


Althought it's just simple basic korean and maybe many are wrong but at least i still remember how to write it!! *happy*

random

When we are having a hard time,

we learn

we adapt to changes

and then we get over that

and that's what i'm trying to do now...

LIFE

Life is kind of miserable right now. Seriously. Study, friends, family, and even my hobby seems to become a burden for me. How can things change so drastically in two months time? Unbelievable. I feel like i am being trapped in a miserable place and no one come to rescue me. The only thing i want now is to let time pass faster, no matter how. As fast as it can. End of the program, end of the disaster. Is there anyone can offer me a time control machine?