memory lane named canon-in-d

When things turn dirty, and human turn ugly in real life
I opted to indulge myself in songs,
and our song, canon in d, is always the best remedy
And now im listening to it
And I cant help but think about you, the moment when you used to play the song for me to cheer me up, and now i am wondering how are you doing
you must be doing good, as much as you deserve it
My life is just awesome, as i have always wished it to be during the dark years which i have endured through without you by my side
But you know, sometimes, there's always hard times in life no matter how good it could be at most of the times
I hope things are going fine with u
For what i have done, i know i am letting go of u, forever
But i still hope that you are fine
Life must go on, and we must move on
The feelings of the days are now gone, blessings that i gave to u are eternal

The Art of Perseverance

Someone said people with tough mind can withhold their own stand though surrounded by world of complication and diversity

I always wonder how, 

Do i really have to shut my ears and eyes to things which may change my thought

Or do i have to shut my mind from foreign stuff entering?

I have always tried to be those 'tough-minded' people

For times i have tried not to think something that i think it shoudnt stay in my mind

For years i have tried to be someone who is not easily swayed

But maybe that's just who i am

I thought life shall be dull if i do so

Why on earth should we shut our life from the tempting world and stick to the boring own-self

No point

I salute to those 'tough-minded' people

But i just cant do it.

人的情感竟如此脆弱
原先觉得放不下，以为从此他就被刻在我心里，留下的烙印再也抹不去
原来，也不过是空谈
午夜梦回，他的影子不在出现
刻骨铭心的爱
予我不过是一个毫无意义的名词
在我心中泛起的涟漪，一瞬间即消失，就像从未存在过一样
或许
生命中的永不可忘还未出现
我的心房，也还未真正为谁打开
漫长的人生里，还有许多是更值得我的心思
何必为了他们而停下脚步
若是将来受了伤，也不过是自作自受，没有怜惜
既然再想，只徒增伤感
难道，要如此为赋新词强说愁吗？
人生，是用来活的，不是用来受的
何不珍惜当下
忘了失去的，记住拥有的

人生总在寻寻觅觅
在凡尘中迷失自我
永不知足的心
在世俗中寻觅着所谓的幸福
永无止境的追寻着那遥不可及
明珠在侧却视而不见
梦醒，孜然一身
忽觉一切皆过眼云烟
昔日总总成空欢
梦回中     望相依
日日盼君之
奈何情深缘浅
何苦执着
何苦强求

等待

不知道为什么，很突然，很突然地，对他有了特殊的感觉。。就在那一天，我莫名的希望那绯闻能成真。。

事情来得突然，那一瞬间，似乎真的，想做梦一样，我们好像真的能有缘走在一起。。可是，下一瞬间，梦醒了，我回到了现实吗？我变成了等待的那个人吗？不，不，我不想。。

就一瞬间，本来每天维持的联络断了，感觉就像风筝断了线，飞走了，找不回来了。。我很伤心，也不明白你的心。。听说，你有个大学单身主义。。我的心很难受。。眼泪似乎要落了下来。。我不想错过这一段缘分。。难道，你不觉得可惜吗？

可是，我不要傻傻的等待，我不要这样作践自己。。所以，我决定说服自己的心，我在笔记本上写了，‘不要自作多情，不要看他，不要沉醉在幻想里了’来一直提醒自己。。是的，我决定不再等了，不再看了。。


为什么要搅乱我原本如止水的心。。我受不了你的影子落在我的眼帘，受不了坐在的旁边的感觉，受不了听见你的名字，因为，它们会轻如易举的让我把你忘了的计划前功尽弃。。

梦，如此地短，短的我甚至以为它从未出现过。。

难道，就只能等待吗？等待我把你忘了吗？等待我成功背叛自己的心吗？

我只能说，我讨厌你。