I have dreams..
I have mighty dreams and i have ordinary dreams
I dreamed to have a peaceful, happy and simple life
I dreamed to have an extraordinary life, though might not be a simple one, though it might be tough, but its okay, because i wanted it so badly
More than often, I opted he latter
Then I will have to endure a lot of hardships, but its fine, because through endeavour we succeed
Yes, I'm positive that, thats what I want, I shall go for it, stand still with my stance, I shan't change my goal for my life..
Yes, That's me, I shall know who I am, I shall see who I really am in the reflection, not someone stranger..
Its not gonna just a dream, I shall make it a dream come true..
its not just a fantasy, I shall make it a reality...
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
life
Sometimes, letting go is the last resort, but it is also the best choice, in the pursuit of happiness
Yes, in theory, none of us are meant to be a quitter, but if quitting is a better choice, why not?
Indeed, I think letting go of something that i'm unsure of, I am now happier, I have no burden in my heart
I life my live for myself, not for anyone else
'No one will love you if you don't love yourselves'
Yes, in theory, none of us are meant to be a quitter, but if quitting is a better choice, why not?
Indeed, I think letting go of something that i'm unsure of, I am now happier, I have no burden in my heart
I life my live for myself, not for anyone else
'No one will love you if you don't love yourselves'
Monday, April 18, 2011
LET GO
Yes, maybe its time to let go
no matter how heart breaking it is,
but maybe letting go is still the last resort, maybe the best
since its so tiring to keep on holding it
why not just let it go
walk away from the cruel reality
and back to my world of fallacy...
no matter how heart breaking it is,
but maybe letting go is still the last resort, maybe the best
since its so tiring to keep on holding it
why not just let it go
walk away from the cruel reality
and back to my world of fallacy...
Sunday, April 17, 2011
I guess we are getting tired of each other,
is it a good or bad thing?
I dont know
We are but human, a teeny tiny creature in this universe. Maybe,we just cant change our fate.
I dont care about it, as long as i'm still feeling happy, i dont care what else to be giving it in the pursuit for happiness.
is it a good or bad thing?
I dont know
We are but human, a teeny tiny creature in this universe. Maybe,we just cant change our fate.
I dont care about it, as long as i'm still feeling happy, i dont care what else to be giving it in the pursuit for happiness.
Alcoholic
Today, I cant stop myself from writing something about alcohol
why?
Because I was drunk last night, well, not THAT drunk, but just felt dizzy and couldn't control my thinking properly 100% for a while. I thought I'm gonna fall asleep very soon and I won;'t be waking up until the noon, but instead, I stayed up to study and I woke up at 8am in the morning the next day!
I had a long long good night sleep and when i was awake, i took a glance at my clock, thought that its gonna be very late, but wow! it was 8 in the morning!
So... my conclusion is, alcohol could make you drunk for awhile, and keep you in clear mind and awake for a longer time.
Just like some other thing that you thought it's a bad thing, sometimes, it keeps you blurred and confused for awhile, but after that, when you have a clear enough mind to think about it, it actually teaches you a good lesson, and make you aware of it for a very long long time.
why?
Because I was drunk last night, well, not THAT drunk, but just felt dizzy and couldn't control my thinking properly 100% for a while. I thought I'm gonna fall asleep very soon and I won;'t be waking up until the noon, but instead, I stayed up to study and I woke up at 8am in the morning the next day!
I had a long long good night sleep and when i was awake, i took a glance at my clock, thought that its gonna be very late, but wow! it was 8 in the morning!
So... my conclusion is, alcohol could make you drunk for awhile, and keep you in clear mind and awake for a longer time.
Just like some other thing that you thought it's a bad thing, sometimes, it keeps you blurred and confused for awhile, but after that, when you have a clear enough mind to think about it, it actually teaches you a good lesson, and make you aware of it for a very long long time.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Old times
I miss the old times when i could do anything i want, anytime
I wanna dance along with any song that's playing in my ipod, I wanna play any song with the lovely piano, I wanna stretch and twist my body in yoga, I wanna read books which i love!
Where's my life here!?
I wanna dance along with any song that's playing in my ipod, I wanna play any song with the lovely piano, I wanna stretch and twist my body in yoga, I wanna read books which i love!
Where's my life here!?
We
It seems to me that we have much distance between each other
We both demand for different thing, having different expectation towards each other, having different perspective towards things. None of our thinking line seems to meet at any point of time.
Maybe people having such different characteristic just dont meant to be together
After these time, things still didnt work out,because i'm always unsure.
Perhaps, thats the way destiny fate our route. It just a dream that will not come true.
Maybe I should just back to the old route which suits me better.
We both demand for different thing, having different expectation towards each other, having different perspective towards things. None of our thinking line seems to meet at any point of time.
Maybe people having such different characteristic just dont meant to be together
After these time, things still didnt work out,because i'm always unsure.
Perhaps, thats the way destiny fate our route. It just a dream that will not come true.
Maybe I should just back to the old route which suits me better.
Thursday, April 14, 2011
tired
im getting tired of my life
why cant everything just be simple and normal
why must everything twist and turn into an ugly way at the end
sometimes, im just envy to those who get to have a simple and happy way to live
maybe there's a lot to be changed
why cant everything just be simple and normal
why must everything twist and turn into an ugly way at the end
sometimes, im just envy to those who get to have a simple and happy way to live
maybe there's a lot to be changed
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Adjustable Life?
That's an inspiration after watching The Adjustment Bureau
Life is a set formula for us to go through can complete the performance. I believe that's a fact that many people believe to be true. Though none can tell if its really true.
But is life really adjustable? That sounds like a myth. Adjusting your life the way you want, the only requirement is to have determination. If its so, I believe that level of determination must be very high, unreachable by normal people.
There's this real story that happened to a man whom i know, with wealth and high status in the society. He said that someone told him that his life wasn't set that way, he wasn't meant to have this achievement that he possess now, until that day he rescued all the people on a sinking fishing boat. And that, changed his life forever.
That sounds to be a bit of superstitious. But maybe, moral of the story is just to tell us to do more good things, hoping that one day it will change your life to a better one? Or maybe, it is just to tell everyone to have determination to do something, just go for it no matter what. After all, I somehow sum it up to two very simple and lame advises that we knew long long time ago.
That's one last funny thought I popped up in my mind all the sudden. Is that my life is set the way that I'm destined to have continuously changing mind, that always when I'm about to make a serious decision, then my feeling changed at the very crucial last minute, and then I decide the other way round.
Life is a set formula for us to go through can complete the performance. I believe that's a fact that many people believe to be true. Though none can tell if its really true.
But is life really adjustable? That sounds like a myth. Adjusting your life the way you want, the only requirement is to have determination. If its so, I believe that level of determination must be very high, unreachable by normal people.
There's this real story that happened to a man whom i know, with wealth and high status in the society. He said that someone told him that his life wasn't set that way, he wasn't meant to have this achievement that he possess now, until that day he rescued all the people on a sinking fishing boat. And that, changed his life forever.
That sounds to be a bit of superstitious. But maybe, moral of the story is just to tell us to do more good things, hoping that one day it will change your life to a better one? Or maybe, it is just to tell everyone to have determination to do something, just go for it no matter what. After all, I somehow sum it up to two very simple and lame advises that we knew long long time ago.
That's one last funny thought I popped up in my mind all the sudden. Is that my life is set the way that I'm destined to have continuously changing mind, that always when I'm about to make a serious decision, then my feeling changed at the very crucial last minute, and then I decide the other way round.
Liars?
Well, people lies, we lie, dont we?
But people, dont always feel bad after u tell a lie
If it is for good cause, why not?
get a justification to kick away the guilt
There are people lie for many good reasons:
1. To save some dignity for themselves
2. To save reputation ( themselves or someone else)
3. To avoid further annoyance, when people keep on bugging u with the same question, you lie to them.
4. As a means of revenge, people lied to me so i lied back, whether it is ethical or not, people do this most of the time
5. Some other more, the above are so far what i discovered from people around me and myself too
Well, we are all liars for some time, that's the fact that we can't deny. I challenge anyone who dare to say that he or she never lies. Trust me. NO ONE.
So,do not stereotype liars as bad ones. Sometimes, people do lie for a good cause, for a better outcome rather than telling the truth.
Ask for forgiveness from the one u cheated inside your heart, maybe will ease your feelings?
Okay, I'm crapping here. Because I just told a lie, and I'm now trying to get a good name for liars.
But people, dont always feel bad after u tell a lie
If it is for good cause, why not?
get a justification to kick away the guilt
There are people lie for many good reasons:
1. To save some dignity for themselves
2. To save reputation ( themselves or someone else)
3. To avoid further annoyance, when people keep on bugging u with the same question, you lie to them.
4. As a means of revenge, people lied to me so i lied back, whether it is ethical or not, people do this most of the time
5. Some other more, the above are so far what i discovered from people around me and myself too
Well, we are all liars for some time, that's the fact that we can't deny. I challenge anyone who dare to say that he or she never lies. Trust me. NO ONE.
So,do not stereotype liars as bad ones. Sometimes, people do lie for a good cause, for a better outcome rather than telling the truth.
Ask for forgiveness from the one u cheated inside your heart, maybe will ease your feelings?
Okay, I'm crapping here. Because I just told a lie, and I'm now trying to get a good name for liars.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Again, the same question keep on wandering in my mind
the negativity almost conquered my soul and my mind sometimes
sometimes it makes me wonder about my life
the point of living
the point of struggling in this reality
but somehow, i always get to have a reason for me to hang on
that im a lucky one
still a lucky one no matter what
because the world doesnt want me to let go yet
there's still a place where im still wanted
where im still more than just a little bit
where i can still feel my own presence
despite the chaos out there
because im a lucky one
Friday, April 1, 2011
a fate twisting chance
Well, according to a kinda reliable source,
IT says my fate is going to have a huge turning point
only if i grab the chance in time, and utilize it
Yes, it is indeed a good sign
But where is the chance
which one is the chance?
Only God knows..
Maybe things should go naturally...
Maybe human is destined to walk along the fixed path...
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