the end of the world

i have changed. I learned to appreciate things and I..em.. learned to use some communication skills. Living in this world, without communication skills i don't know how to survive. Everyone is so fake! Maybe not everyone but i just saw that even the closest people of mine is, well, maybe i can say its a little faking. People call that fake or a skill. But i see that ugly. But everyone needs and will do it. This world is so ugly and that's why the world will comes to an end and human will soon extinct!

changed

i finally can make a difference in this family.. I gt band 5 for MUET.. Maybe it means nothing muh for some peoplebut it do matters a lot for me.. It pulls me nearere to the path towards law and it change the perspective of my family to me.. Sister is not the only one who made you guys feel pround.. But me too. I work so hard to prove it to u al.. So u all can stop ignoring my hardworks starting from this moment because i just made a difference which u guys falied to do it!

2009-2010

2009, is a hard year. A year that i learnt a lot.. I can't say that it is the hardest year in my life but i did learnt a lot and changed. I had my happiest moment in this year and the saddest. I get the worst news which totally changed my life and my point of view with no emphathy. Once i felt like my life and pointless and meaningless because i did everything in vain. But then, i'm damn so lucky for having a great family. They helped me through the though times and guide me to the light from darkness.
I changed. I learnt that luck is damn so important and we don't get to control our own fate, my own life. But I still believe that hard times will soon go away and the good one will come to me. As long as i never give up, there's still a hope for me.
Because, my life shouldn't be so miserable at all.. Not at all!
So, greet the new year and send the old one away. Greet the lucks and send the nad ones away.
Goodbye 2009, Welcome 2010!